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(an international ‘No’ sign over the logos for some right-wing political parties - UK Independence Party, Australian Liberal Party, National Democratic Party of Germany, Swedish Democrats, US Republican Party, UK Conservatives, US Tea Party Patriots, British National Party, French National Front, with the caption ‘Against Right-Wing Extremism / Gegen Rechtsextremismus / Contre l’extrémisme de droite).

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Trying to get used to OS X Yosemite and failing. It’s so flat. », We did find a script that changed Helvetica back to Lucida though.

~K.

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How To Apologize

withasmoothroundstone:

You’ve done something wrong. You want to make it right, as much as you can. Some people I’ve talked to believe that the apology is merely a social nicety with no actual meaning behind it. (Why is it always other autistic people who assume that social conventions aren’t there for a damn good reason?) Anyway, you want to apologize, and you want to do it right, but you don’t know how.

A lot of people don’t know there are wrong ways of apologizing. But just about everyone has been on the receiving end of a passive-aggressive non-apology. Here are some examples of how not to apologize:

"I’m sorry you feel that way." The more that it’s uttered in a high-pitched, ultra-sweet-sounding voice, the worse this apology is. There are times when you want to say that you’re sorry (as in, unhappy) that someone feels a certain way, but I’d urge you to never use this phrasing if you can help it. Because it makes it sound like the only problem is not that you did something wrong, but rather how the person feels about it. And that if they just felt better about it, then what you did wouldn’t be so wrong.

"I’m sorry I exposed you to potentially life-threatening germs when you were on immune suppressants. But you have to understand, I needed you right then. I needed someone to talk to and the person I usually talk to was busy. So I had to come down to your apartment and talk, even if I was contagious. Because I needed you." This one is basically an apology that says "Yeah, sorry I almost got you killed, but I needed someone to talk to so that’s okay." it’s saying that her "need" to talk to someone trumps my need to stay alive, and that’s going to really piss me off. (In fact, it led me to write a sign on my door that remains there to this day, telling sick people to stay the fuck out of my apartment. Only in nicer words.

The first one was bad because it made the problem into the other person’s feelings about what you did to them, rather than about what you did to them in the fist place. The second one is wrong on several levels. One is that it shows her priorities about me don’t include keeping me alive, at least not when she “needs” someone to talk to right then and there. And that I can expect her to violate my direction on the matter again, and again, and again, because in her mind coming to my apartment is always justified if she wants to enough. The other problem is that she basically sits around making excuses for her behavior instead of apologizing for her behavior.

I’ve found that a good formula for an apology looks something like this:

"I’m sorry that I __________. I understand that it caused you trouble by ____________. I will do my best not to do it again."

That includes several important parts:

1. An admission of remorse.

2. A description of what you did wrong, showing that you understand what you did wrong.

3. An explanation of the trouble you think it caused the person, showing an understanding of how your actions affect others.

4.. A resolution not to do it again. I always put that I’ll do my best, because I know nobody’s perfect and I don’t want to make a promise that I can’t keep.

In some situations, though, you won’t have time for such a long apology. At that point, you can say things like:

"I’m sorry." Short, simple, to the point.

"I’m sorry I _______." Still contains an explanation, but isn’t going to be as long-winded as the first version.

"I’m sorry.. I’ll do my best to keep from doing that again." Again, contains some elements from the longer apology, but not enough to make it very long.

"I’m sorry. I know I affected you like ________." Same as the others, it takes only one part of the longer formula and is therefore shorter.

Sometimes it’s okay to say “I didn’t mean to,” but be careful with that because it can easily slide into excuse-making.

Generally, a good apology will have you feeling guilt and remorse as you say it, or as you rehearse it, or as you recall it later. That is fine. That is what those emotions are for — for making you see you’ve done something wrong and doing your best to change what you are doing, so that you won’t do it again, or not as badly.

A genuine apology will also have a level of uncertainty to it. A lot of people don’t know that they are trying to control other people’s actions, by the words they choose. But it really comes out in an apology. Everyone wants to write the perfect apology that will make the person forgive them and everything will be happy ever after. Real life doesn’t work that way.

An apology — a real apology — is taking a risk. You are admitting that you have wronged someone. You are aware that they have the right to react to you by accepting your apology, or by not accepting it. And if they don’t accept it, they might do so in a very angry, confrontational way that you don’t like. But they have a right to do that. They are the wronged party. They are under no obligation to accept your apology, to accept you into their lives, or any of that. They don’t have a right to be abusive towards you, but they do have a right to be angry and yell at you. You have to be ready for any of these possibilities, when you apologize. Because an apology is a statement of your own remorse, it is not a way of manipulating someone into being nice to you again.

Important note: There are times when people are going to push for you to apologize, when you have done nothing wrong. How you respond to these situations depends on a lot of factors. Sometimes it’s a valid decision to apologize anyway, even though you know that what you did wasn’t wrong. Other times it’s a valid decision to refuse to apologize at all, on principle.

If you apologize when you haven’t actually done anything wrong, the main reason for doing so is to smooth over social relations. There are times when maintaining good social relations with someone are more important than the strict accuracy about who is in the wrong and who is in the right. And in those situations, you might want to apologize. Even though you don’t believe you did anything wrong, it is still terrible for you to say something like “I’m sorry you feel that way.” You should still follow some basic formula for a good apology, even if it’s just “I’m sorry.”

If you don’t want to apologize, there’s s few ways you can do it. You can ignore the request for an apology altogether. Just don’t say anything about the matter at all. You can explain your side of the story, while stating that you’ve done nothing that you feel warrants an apology. You can say that you really wish you could apologize, but under the circumstances you don’t feel comfortable with the idea of lying to them by apologizing for something you didn’t do, think, or say. There’s all kinds of ways to handle that kind of situation.

Sometime a person demanding an apology in that manner is sincerely hurt and wants you to apologize. But other times, they are a bully. They are a bully who is using something they claim you did (whether you did it or not) in order to show everyone how, in not apologizing, you have no remorse for your actions and are a terrible person. They may be part of a group of people manipulating you. In this case, you don’t want to apologize at all, you want to ignore the whole thing (or do “I’m okay, you’re mean” if you can’t ignore it). Because anything you say, they’ll use against you one way or another.

But a good apology, in a situation where an apology is truly needed, is worth its weight in gold. Its social function is to show the other person that you understand you have done them wrong, that you understand what you have done wrong, that you understand that you have hurt them and possibly how you have hurt them, and that you intend to do your best to keep from doing it again. Those are extremely meaningful things, they are not meaningless just because they are social.

Also, there are many good ways to apologize that aren’t covered here. I just picked my favorite way to apologize because it seems to work pretty well.

TL;DR: A good apology should leave you feeling uneasy about the outcome, because you are not saying this to control someone and force them to accept your apology, you are doing this to express remorse and an understanding of what you’ve done wrong. My favorite formula for a good apology runs something like. ‘I’m sorry that I __________. I understand that it caused you trouble by ____________. I will do my best not to do it again.” Try to avoid things like ‘I’m sorry you feel that way” that make the other person’s feelings the problem, rather than your actions as the problem. Also, there are situations where people will press you to apologize when you really shouldn’t. At that point you have to make a decision as to whether to smooth things over by apologizing, or whether to refuse to apologize, on principle. If someone is bullying you into apologizing it’s probably best not to. If they’re sincere, it’s up to you.

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romakoto:

tifamex:

romakoto:

(plays the guitar)

Feliz Navidad
Feliz Navidad
Feliz Navidad
Prospero Ano y Felicidad

(aggressively headbangs)

I WANNA WISH YOU A MERRY CHRISTMAS
I WANNA WISH YOU A MERRY CHRISTMAS
I WANNA WISH YOU A MERRY CHRISTMAS
FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEAAAART

a flourishing anus and happiness for you too

OH.

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teenwifelife:

ally-of-villains:

davejade:

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amberstone14:

mooseley:

teenwifelife:

ally-of-villains:

davejade:

ATTENTION: if you see a post like this, IT IS A SCREAMER. DO NOT CLICK THE LINK.

The screamer includes a black and white flashy gif maximized to fit your browser and a very loud piercing screech noise. If in any way this can trigger you, please be aware and reblog to signal boost.

thankyou ohmygod a friend linked me this literally 2 minutes ago and i was about to click it and i would’ve had a seizure you saved my life ohmygod im so grateful

Just in case I have any followers with epilepsy like myself. Stay safe!

I love seeing my followers reblog this! This is fucking awful. And when we say you saved our lives? Let me explain. 2x the number of people that die from breast cancer each year die from having seizures. So yeah, it’s a fucking big deal. So thank you all so much! Everyone, please signal boost!

What type of person would do that? It’s extremely dangerous! Especially those with seizure related medical conditions!

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